I hate fishing…
Happy Memorial Day weekend everyone! I know it has been a long time since I’ve posted, but when I started this blog I promised not to write just to write, but to make it meaningful. For many this weekend marks the unofficial start of summer. But whether its spring or summer time, the warm weather brings with it a whole host of warm weather activities that people like to enjoy, like…fishing….I hate fishing! I know, I know, you’ve gotten this far and you’re saying to yourself, great! What does that have to do with anything?
Recently one morning, as I was flipping through the tv channels, I came upon a fishing show. The premise behind the show is that it follows several guys who are all on boats, fishing for bass in a competition to see who can catch the largest bass. Naturally on this made for tv rendition of this fishing expedition, every few minutes someone is shown catching a fish. Now, I’ve been fishing before and I know that’s not quite how it works. (Either that or I’m a terrible fisherman, or have bad luck, which might also be true).
I can remember when I was younger, my baseball coach would take me fishing at a local lake not too far from where I would live and we would spend the morning trying to catch some fish. We fished and fished and finally after what seemed like a long time we caught something, and then we waited and waited again and caught something. We did this type of outing a few different times, but the one time I can remember waiting for what seemed like forever and finally getting bored. I put down my fishing pole and decided to go play around the lake. I decided fishing just wasn’t for me.
The empty boat
Once when he was standing on the shore of Lake Gennesaret, the crowd was pushing in on him to better hear the Word of God. He noticed two boats tied up. The fishermen had just left them and were out scrubbing their nets. He climbed into the boat that was Simon’s and asked him to put out a little from the shore. Sitting there, using the boat for a pulpit, he taught the crowd.
When he finished teaching, he said to Simon, “Push out into deep water and let your nets out for a catch.”
Simon said, “Master, we’ve been fishing hard all night and haven’t caught even a minnow. But if you say so, I’ll let out the nets.” It was no sooner said than done—a huge haul of fish, straining the nets past capacity. They waved to their partners in the other boat to come help them. They filled both boats, nearly swamping them with the catch. (Luke 5:1-7 MSG)
One day Jesus is out teaching the crowd in front of the lake and they are pressing in on him to hear his teaching. I picture a scene where Jesus is standing on the shore teaching and as he is teaching the crowd continues to build. As they are standing there, the crowd continuing to build, the others press in toward Jesus engrossed in what he has to say. Jesus is now backed up to the water’s edge.
At the same time there are a bunch of fisherman washing their nets, one being Simon. They had been fishing all day and hadn’t caught anything and they had given up and gotten out of their boats. I imagine as a professional fisherman who is used to having much success with catching fish, Simeon must have been pretty frustrated that there was nothing to show for his day on the job.
Immediately after Simon had gotten out of the boat and given up for the day, the very next verse shows us that Jesus saw the empty boats. He then proceeds to step into the boat, take up residence in the boat, and continues to teach.
I have been in a season of life where I feel like I can relate to Simon. There are days that I feel like I’ve been working hard, pressing in, doing what it is I know how to do, and after having seen much success in the past, I feel like I have an empty boat. There are many things that I have, and many things that I have to be grateful for and yet there is still a hole that I consistently have to go back to God to help me fill and ask for strength on the boat while waiting for the catch.
Have you ever felt like you are having an empty boat experience? Maybe you are in a season of your life where you are going through some stuff and it feels like there is no answer, there is no breakthrough. In fact maybe it feels like whatever IS happening is the exact opposite of a breakthrough. You keep fishing and fishing but you don’t seem to be catching anything. Maybe your even at the point where you’ve “stepped out of the boat” and you’ve given up.
On the surface it looks like Simon had given up. But if you look closer you see that he was on the shore scrubbing his net. You see, while Simon was very likely frustrated with the lack of success on that day, he must have understood that there would come another opportunity for success. After all, there would be no need to wash his net if he wasn’t planning to use it again.
Pain positioned for a purpose
God knew, that Simon wouldn’t catch any fish that day. He knew that Jesus would be pressed by the crowd to the water’s edge. He knew that the boat would be empty. And on the surface, while it seemed that Simon’s goals for the day weren’t achieved, his empty boat would be used to achieve a greater purpose. Jesus was able to get into the empty boat and be perfectly positioned to reach the great crowd that surrounded him. You see God knew that day, that if that boat was full of Simon’s fish, there would be no room for Jesus feet.
In the same way perhaps our empty boat experiences, while painful in the moment, will lead to a greater purpose. Maybe when God allows our boat to be empty of all of our “fish,” it’s because he’s preparing it for his feet. When we allow him to step into our empty boat, he can steer it in the direction that allows his glory and power to shine through.
The day is not over
After Jesus is finished teaching for the day, Jesus tells Simon to get back in the boat and get back to work. He directs him to throw out his nets in deep water. Simon first balks, thinking, dude we’ve already done this, you don’t understand it’s not happening today. It just didn’t make any sense. But as pointless as it sounded, as much of a waste of time as he might have thought it would be, he decides to trust Jesus and lower the nets. No sooner did he lower his nets than did they see a huge catch, even more than they could’ve imagined and almost more than they could hold.
Perhaps God is preparing you or even asking you now to get back in your boat. Maybe it involves doing something that doesn’t really make a whole lot of sense to you right now. Maybe it seems pointless or like a waste of time. Maybe you feel like saying, “God I’ve done that already.” Maybe it seems too difficult or too painful. I’m there, I get it! But I hope that I can continue to trust that if God is in my boat he will calm the storm, he will fill my nets to overflowing. He will allow his glory to shine through. I hope that you can do the same.
The dream team
Jesus said to Simon, “There is nothing to fear….They pulled their boats up on the beach, left them, nets and all, and followed him. (Luke 5:10-11 MSG)
Jesus used Simon’s empty boat experience not only to bless him, but to reach many people. Not only did he use the empty boat as a pulpit to teach the crowd, but he used it as the catalyst for calling his first disciples.
Perhaps you are like me and in some area in your life you feel like you are having an empty boat experience. Its ok to step out of the boat, but I encourage you to keep washing your nets in anticipation of using them again for even greater things. Be ready to get back in the boat!
Waiting…not fishing
Ok, so I guess maybe it’s the waiting I hate, not fishing. It’s not easy, it’s not fun, and sometimes I feel like “putting down my rod” and running away. But I hope and pray if you are also “waiting” with me, that you will continue to trust that God’s power will shine through and that your empty boat will be filled and used in an awesome if not unimaginable way.
Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us. (Ephesians 3:20 NIV)